It’s been a long time I felt such hopeless.

‘The best way out is always through’ - quoted from somewhere.

There are two things that can make me happier.

Chocolates & Chinese New Year. LOL.

People like us can get whatever reasons to have celebration. We had Mr. Ee’s room warming party this time. rofl.

Annabelle prepared her own french toast sausage roll; Elly got us drinks and jelly; and I got the cake. Lol.

HUAT ARR!

Two ladies :3 Elly the camera girl.

Funny pose. (I hate your assignment, Markson. T_T)

candid shot!

Final’s comingggggggggggggggg.

*My brain went blank as usual when I just want to blog something*

Well, here’s the ’something’.:P

This cute fella is my neighbour’s dog but my neighbour wasn’t at home most of the time. So he used to stray within our residential area and becomes everyone’s dog, with different names at different houses. LOL.

We called him durian dog. Swt. LIU LIAN GOUUU.

He says cheeseee XD

Time really flies, my one week midterm break almost finish. I sense that I’m going to be really busy after this break [so I take time to slack as much as I could now har har har]. Every semester is the same. Assignments, tests, assignments, final, whee. Isn’t there anything more interesting? Zzzzz.

I think a lot lately, until I couldn’t pay attention while driving (WOW!). Sometimes I just want to thank my parents for whatever they gave me. Somehow I think that I’ve inherited their bests (WOW!). Why not? I believe everyone is. Your parents always give you the best they have. What you have to do is to appreciate it, like what I am doing [or learning to do].

Anyway. Another day just gone. Good night!

So, my sisters are all back to school and dad is operating his business as usual. I still have a week left until my semester 4 to start. Gosh, time really flies. By the way, I just arranged my timetable and got Monday free.

Well, I hope I can do better this sem [with no C]! (Dreaming…)

My sisters were bored at the shop so my dad threw them some modelling clays. It ended up I am the one having so much fun with the clays haha.

Mango Delight

The Garden

Tangerines Surprise

Sexy Purple

Choco Berrie

That’s all.

Hey, how’s everybody doing lately?

It’s glad to see that I still have some readers came across my blog since my blog has been so dead. Well, I’m back to blogging now!

I really thank those who’ve kindly dropped by and left me some comments. I really appreciate’em. Not to forget those who’ve also commented on my Facebook, texted me and those who’ve visited my mom for the last time. I might not reply some messages but don’t worry, I read them, and keep them in the depth of my heart.

Another thing that people concern the most was my younger sisters. They are doing it excellently. I believe everyone had already prepared for the worst and thing didn’t turn out to be a surprise. Two of my youngest sisters know the things well. They took care of my mother too and they knew my mom was really suffering from the illness. Of course, they also know that my mom is relieved now.

It’s been two years. Time really flies. Thank god for giving us two years to get ourselves prepared. Life still goes on. I guess there wouldn’t be much changes as we get used to the routine already since two years ago. However, the mood may take sometime to adjust.

Weather: windy and going to rain soon

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Happiness: 15%

Unhappiness: 20%

Aggresiveness: 30%

Emptiness: 35%

(100%)

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Health: Good

Sleepiness: 80%

Activeness: 20%

Appetite: Fine

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Relationship: Excellent

Family: Fine

Studies: Fine

Finance: Good

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Mother: Bad

Father: Fine

Sisters: Good

Mr.K: Good

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Worry: My mother

Satisfaction: My result

Guilt: Losing patience

Anticipation: A tomorrow

Some people just have to learn.

I really don’t get it why they brought their children to hospital; let them running and making noises here and there while the patients here [especially my mom] seriously needed to rest. They never scold their children.

Just like today, I’ve warned two boys next bed several times and they still make noises wtf. Their mom was here for some sort of medical check up I think [as I heard some of their conversation. LOUD, okay?] Guess what they did in the room? First, the mother told the two boys to talk softly because the aunty next bed is very ill [she meant my mom]. I felt so much better after hearing this but…I was wrong. The mother started to teach her boys to do homeworks, and asked them to do reading IN HOSPITAL, something like ‘When the spring is stretched it becomes longer’ stuffs. A few hours later, the mother fell asleep on the bed, left the two boys making fun with pulling the curtains, turn the TV on and off, giggling and talking loudly, open and close the washroom door.

These two boys even squatted down to see what we’re doing behind the curtains. I looked at them, they looked at me with that kind of naughty smiles. I then asked: ‘Do you want me to ask missy (nurse) to come?’ They then quickly ran away with their super noisy slippers. The problem is, their mother never care about it and made my mom couldnt sleep for the whole afternoon.

ARGHHH.

I then ask Mr. K to check whether there’s single bedroom available and we are here now. So nice lah. My dad actually asked for single bedroom at the beginning but too bad it was full that time. We only get shared room with two beds. The past few days were fine but not today. Sigh.

One more thing, not only kids but adults too, talking loudly in groups or on phone at the corridor. What I meant by ‘loud’ is really LOUD. This is the bad thing in private hospital. The nurses wouldn’t bother about matters like this. Swt. Until I couldn’t stand it and open the door to SHH at them. Gosh..

Anyway, transfered to single bedroom already. Hope these won’t happen again so that my mom can rest well. Of course, there’ll not be things like ‘new’ patient coming in at 3am (that’s really shitty I tell you) and these people loved peeping people sleeping until I had to wake up to pull the curtain over. ZZZ. Interesting isn’t it?

Well…that’s all for now. Guess I’ve to stay here for a few more days. Woot.

WOOHOO? FINALLY, I can have a proper post now after such a * semester. I guess the results will be published pretty soon. And there will be my next * semester. This is how the * life goes on.

So wassup? lol.

Talk about the week I was having my exams. Totally nightmare and I almost had heart attack everyday. Probably my menstrual period caused me ’serious’ emotional fluctuations like no tomorrow. The most important thing was I lost my appetite for the whole * week. It was like I was so damn hungry, physically, but I felt nauseous once I saw food. AW. Was that anerexia? Lol. And I am now trying hard to feed myself with delicious food to get my appetite back. T_T

So yea what else? Father’s day is here so of course I got something for my dad. I bought shirt for him, a cake and tapao-ed some food home for dinner tonight.

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO ALL DADDIES

For dad. The second Seed’s shirt I bought for him lol. I just think he looks good in it.

Cakeeeee! American Choc!

Yea our dinner. Bad presentation? Cuz these were take-away. Still tasty though. But my dad complaint that these were too little swt.

So yea it’s the holiday now. The thing that I’ve been looking forward to for the whole semester. T_T I feel like dreaming lol. I don’t have any fix to-do-list for this holiday…I guess this is good. Oh well.

I almost forgot about my third dose of HepaB injection. SWT. I used to scare needles but….I think exams are scarier.

Till then.

Final exams!!!

HBM220 Market Behavior

HBM222 Marketing Planning

SWK2001 Workplace Communication Skills

HBM223 Transnational Marketing

Wish my luck. It isn’t a good thing to have menstrual and final exam at the same time, swt.

Good luck to all my friends and swinburnians!!! =D

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I AM NOW FREEE =D =D

Aiyoooo long time no blog xD

No interesting stuffs for me to blog about actually. It’s my first time abandoned my blog for such a long time i guess. Why? cuz my brain is processing about my assignments everyday *sigh* Even when I’m eating (not good for health) and driving (dangerous!).

I still have my research essay left to be done, then I’ll be working [hard] for my final papers. Quite a number of people telling me my paper is gonna be tough. I don’t know how tough and scary it is…..well, I’ll just try my best so that JPA won’t fire me.

Sometimes I’ll just tell myself not to think so much. I tend to think and worry a lot [especially after my mom fall ill]. One more thing is that I’m still figuring out the ways for me to gain some…self confidence. Swt. How I wish there were pills that people can gain self confidence by just swallowing it, haha. Pathetic Rach lol.

Yea I’ve nothing to blog about so…decided to post the pic of my baby Eeyore and I LOL. Honey bought this to me last year during our trip to Singapore, cheap at around $40 [i think] and big enough for me hugging to bed.

I like this baby Eeyore and bising Mr. K to buy it cuz it’s just so nice to hug!!

p/s: I’m not a doll lover please. I wish I was THAT girlish.

Somehow I think it’s too big :S