Selamat belated hari raya everyone! How was your holiday? I just spent mine in KL. You’re right, crowds everywhere!

Here’s a short update.

Had my Biz Comm. presentation on last friday. All of us were so much worrying about the Q&A sessions as we knew that our stupid business proposal would definitely [well, it may, at very minimum chance] NOT work in Kuching market. Rofl. The main point is, we were so lucky to skip the Q&A session due to some incident. Har har har.

These are my dear neighbours who just stay next or few houses away. It was a gathering by the way. Don’t ask me what gathering is it cuz I didn’t know. LOL. Well, why must everything has a purpose anyway? Everyone’s happy is the most important thing. I didn’t know why angmohs (not in this pictures) like to stay here especially the area which is near to my house out of the whole residential area.

It feels so nice to meet someone you appreciate and love in your life. The girl beside me is my cousin in KL and she just permed her hair exactly like mine!!! Awww. She said she saw my picture on Facebook and then she went to do the hair. Lol. Now you notice the food on the table. Yea, small case. You have not seen Mr. K’s portionS which were enough for 3-4 person i think? lol.

AH. Just had my law mid term test just now. I’m glad that it’s over and I don’t want to think about it anymore.

Here comes the midterm break!!

Mr.K and I went to the Bazaar Ramadhan at Stutong last week. There are variety of food prepared by Malays and Indians and the stalls are available only until 6-7pm.

Malay’s loklok xD

Ikan bakar!!

ayam panggang!

Banyak orang!

sateyyyyy

murtabak!

kuih-muih!

And many many malay delicious food!

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Obviously I slack a lot this semester and I can’t help with it. Omg. What’s wrong with me? I really spend most of my time thinking, but not doing anything, and I enjoy it. I really take things lightly for now. I’ll forgive myself if I just got a so-so result. :\

I have plan in my mind and I hope I can really do it, successfully.

Oh ya. Blogsome pissed me off indeed. Not I don’t want to go blogging, but it just went wrong! I’m still thinking about switching to blogspot or not. If I still have reader(s) out there, this is not gonna affect you to read me @ www.rachz.com!

Anyway, I am gonna go for my first .serious.proper. job interview this friday. Wish me luck okayyyyyyyyyyyy. >_<

Till then.

Are you asking for an update at rachz.com? T_T

Omg. It’s been awhile.

It’s already Week 4 of my Year 2 Sem 4. Time flies right? Honestly, I’m kinda less motivated this sem [as in ’still under control’ condition]. Again, I’ve a real crappy lecturer, which means that my nightmare hasn’t over yet since previous sem. I found that I treat myself really ‘good’ this sem as in giving less pressure to myself. I just feel like do anything I wanted and I couldn’t do last time. I still don’t know whether I am doing the things right. =\

Another thing is that, assignments are really killing me. T_T

20th august, thursday, rainy and cloudy.

I know there were a lot of babies born on this date, including my dad, my cousin’s baby……and my ex-classmate Nigel Sim. Happy birthday to all of you!

Gathering with some ex-classmates last week - Nigel, Beatrice, Me, Chieh Lung and Molly. Molly has left to US; Chieh Lung and Nigel will be leaving to UK soon I guess….and Chieh Lung will probably enter University of Cambridge! All the best to you guys!

Well, I finally received my refund! What a good news huh? All the scholars have been chasing it for almost a year. Swt. And now…we are all waiting for our allowances. T_T

Ah that’s all. Sometimes I don’t blog not because I’ve nothing to blog about but I’ve too much things in my mind. My lecturer always talks about contradictions. I guess it’s a part of our lives.

Mr. K missed the 2008’s as he was in Taiwan but he’s not going to miss out 2009’s anymore! There are more food booths this year, yummy but not the hot weather, haze and h1n1.

Yummy yummy lamb soup!!! 4.5/5!

Some sort of spicy dish from China. Mr. K said it was yummy but I forgot the name.

Wrapped taiwan sausage! 4/5!

My favourite BBQ quail egg! 4/5!!

Pork burger!! 4/5

Wow all are high ranked yummy food! You can try these out during your next visit to the food fair.

Tomorrow’s gonna be my second day of uni for this semester. Pif. I hope I’d enjoy this sem more than I did last sem which was quite suck to me.

大人には　なりたくないと思ってた
だけど二十歳になる
Thank you My teens

I always thought that I didn’t want to become an adult
However, I’m going to be 20
Thank you My teens

‘Thank You My Teens" - YUI

(You can listen to this song at "YUI Sings!" at the right column of this blog.)

Hey, how’s everybody doing lately?

It’s glad to see that I still have some readers came across my blog since my blog has been so dead. Well, I’m back to blogging now!

I really thank those who’ve kindly dropped by and left me some comments. I really appreciate’em. Not to forget those who’ve also commented on my Facebook, texted me and those who’ve visited my mom for the last time. I might not reply some messages but don’t worry, I read them, and keep them in the depth of my heart.

Another thing that people concern the most was my younger sisters. They are doing it excellently. I believe everyone had already prepared for the worst and thing didn’t turn out to be a surprise. Two of my youngest sisters know the things well. They took care of my mother too and they knew my mom was really suffering from the illness. Of course, they also know that my mom is relieved now.

It’s been two years. Time really flies. Thank god for giving us two years to get ourselves prepared. Life still goes on. I guess there wouldn’t be much changes as we get used to the routine already since two years ago. However, the mood may take sometime to adjust.

R.I.P

24 July 2009

Friday

8:30p.m.

Weather: windy and going to rain soon

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Happiness: 15%

Unhappiness: 20%

Aggresiveness: 30%

Emptiness: 35%

(100%)

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Health: Good

Sleepiness: 80%

Activeness: 20%

Appetite: Fine

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Relationship: Excellent

Family: Fine

Studies: Fine

Finance: Good

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Mother: Bad

Father: Fine

Sisters: Good

Mr.K: Good

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Worry: My mother

Satisfaction: My result

Guilt: Losing patience

Anticipation: A tomorrow

不抑止内心的邪恶而相信某些力量会洗清他们的罪孽，是不符合佛陀的教义。

我们长遇到某些人在临终前更改宗教信仰，他们误以为这么做能够洗清他们的罪孽和令他们上升天堂。他们也希望能获得简单及较好的安葬。其实，这些人多年来已经信仰了某些宗教，突然又去接受另外一种全新而陌生的宗教。他们这么做无非是想从新的宗教中获得赎罪。这是很牵强和很离谱得事，纯粹是种梦想。有些人士在无意识状态下或死后被强迫转信另外一个宗教。那些宗教狂热份子这么做，误导了人类，以为他们那种信仰是通往天堂的捷径，并以为有一个高高在上的‘神’，能为他们洗清罪孽。这种信仰其实是在鼓励人们去犯罪。

根据佛教的教义，没有任何一种生命，能替他人洗清罪孽。当一个人能理解到自己犯错时，应该努力去多做善事来弥补，这样才可以牵制过去所造成的恶业的坏影响。

我们经常到医院目睹那些宗教狂热份子，围绕在临终病人的床前，向他们许诺：‘死后能获得重生’。这是利用那些病人的无知和恐惧的心理。可是，他们却无法像他们神圣的经典所说的那样，让病人痊愈。如果他们能做到，我们就不需要医院了。佛教徒不应该成为这些人的受害者，佛教徒必须通过学习佛法一一知道苦是人类基本的组成部分。唯一的灭苦之道，就是净化自己的心识。一个人自己所缔造得苦，也唯有他自己能够消除。一个人不应该希望自己在临终前改变宗教信仰，就能洗清自己的罪孽，获得赎罪。

一个临终前的人，他将来的命运是掌握在他临终前的那一念，这一念是根据他今世所累积的善与恶业而显现的。不管他在最后一刻改变什么信仰，结果都是一样的。

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我的一些非佛教徒朋友帮我母亲祈祷，我很感激他们的用心。

至于那些人，所谓的宗教狂热份子，过度怂恿我病重及意识非常弱的母亲放弃佛教而更换去其他宗教，身为最亲密家人的我们必有权拒绝进行一些不必要的动作。若有心的话，不该说一些不敬他人宗教的言语，更在他人居处大声喧嚷，防碍他人，就只因为被拒绝对我母亲做某些宗教动作。

这不是辈分的问题，更不是年龄比你小就没有权力说话。你要别人尊敬你的宗教，必先尊敬别人的宗教。以我家姐妹的个性，我们就不会让我即将跟随佛祖的母亲被你的胡言乱语影响。

即使我母亲是你的妹妹。