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哈哈，我的最后一战在下个星期五。趁还有几天的时间…..享受短暂的时光~ 不要觉得我这样做是在浪费时间。我的最后一战过后，就那么一个周末，我就要开维持三个月的工了耶。

现在说起来，我的2009年好像好忙。Sem 1 忙读书，sem break 忙照顾妈妈，现在妈不再了，sem 2 还是一样忙读书，接下来就是忙工作了吧？有时候我又觉得干嘛好像找事情给自己做，而且明明就可以让自己休息的。我当时会这么做也大都是因为妈的走。我怕我一闲下来，时间过得特别慢，我特别怕那种感觉。应该是想快点走出这段我无法形容之我人身其中的插曲吧。(华语烂就是这样 =.=)

该去吃早餐了。

我曾经说过，用自己的母语才能真正表达内心，现在想想，一点也没错。

最近很少blogging，那种热忱好像要没有了耶，怎么办？我也不想的。:( 好像一切都被facebook和plurk取代了啦。而且blogsome这一阵子以来都变得怪怪的的，弄到我很讨厌用它去。*pif*

话说来，最近还真是忙到~~ 刚刚交上我人生中(嗯，应该是吧，哈哈)其中一份我呕心沥血挤尽脑汁吃饭吃不下睡觉睡不着而写来的law assignment. (我说是我人生中的其中一份，意思说…以后可能还有这样的assignment罗？) T_T 忙完那个之后，final又来了。天啊，做么要这样。赶快考完它，我也不想想太多，和自己的好胜心自卑心罪恶心什么的打战，过掉就算了吧。:D 想到一考完试，过个周末，我就要开工了耶。哇劳！

最近一些疯狂的事莫不了疯狂订购亚航的zerofare机票吧，哈哈。我想明年一半以上的古晋人都飞了。明年我将第一次和一班朋友一起去旅游，好期待！(终于不是和K先生了，哈哈！！) 可惜我那看起来年轻老爸就是缺少年轻人的那股…疯狂和探索精神，他去旅游就是要那种跟团的，什么都安排好好的，闷死。不然我早就卖多多机票带他玩。就是这点难伺候。tsk tsk tsk..

刚才开了4粒超级烂的榴连。吃到心情都会被影响的说~ 看来K先生选榴连的功夫要在加油。=.=

好了。睡了。晚安。

凡事一定有解决的方法。

有些事情，必定经历悲伤痛苦，才会成长，才会珍惜。

Selamat belated hari raya everyone! How was your holiday? I just spent mine in KL. You’re right, crowds everywhere!

Here’s a short update.

Had my Biz Comm. presentation on last friday. All of us were so much worrying about the Q&A sessions as we knew that our stupid business proposal would definitely [well, it may, at very minimum chance] NOT work in Kuching market. Rofl. The main point is, we were so lucky to skip the Q&A session due to some incident. Har har har.

These are my dear neighbours who just stay next or few houses away. It was a gathering by the way. Don’t ask me what gathering is it cuz I didn’t know. LOL. Well, why must everything has a purpose anyway? Everyone’s happy is the most important thing. I didn’t know why angmohs (not in this pictures) like to stay here especially the area which is near to my house out of the whole residential area.

It feels so nice to meet someone you appreciate and love in your life. The girl beside me is my cousin in KL and she just permed her hair exactly like mine!!! Awww. She said she saw my picture on Facebook and then she went to do the hair. Lol. Now you notice the food on the table. Yea, small case. You have not seen Mr. K’s portionS which were enough for 3-4 person i think? lol.

AH. Just had my law mid term test just now. I’m glad that it’s over and I don’t want to think about it anymore.

Here comes the midterm break!!

Mr.K and I went to the Bazaar Ramadhan at Stutong last week. There are variety of food prepared by Malays and Indians and the stalls are available only until 6-7pm.

Malay’s loklok xD

Ikan bakar!!

ayam panggang!

Banyak orang!

sateyyyyy

murtabak!

kuih-muih!

And many many malay delicious food!

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Obviously I slack a lot this semester and I can’t help with it. Omg. What’s wrong with me? I really spend most of my time thinking, but not doing anything, and I enjoy it. I really take things lightly for now. I’ll forgive myself if I just got a so-so result. :\

I have plan in my mind and I hope I can really do it, successfully.

Oh ya. Blogsome pissed me off indeed. Not I don’t want to go blogging, but it just went wrong! I’m still thinking about switching to blogspot or not. If I still have reader(s) out there, this is not gonna affect you to read me @ www.rachz.com!

Anyway, I am gonna go for my first .serious.proper. job interview this friday. Wish me luck okayyyyyyyyyyyy. >_<

Till then.

Are you asking for an update at rachz.com? T_T

Omg. It’s been awhile.

It’s already Week 4 of my Year 2 Sem 4. Time flies right? Honestly, I’m kinda less motivated this sem [as in ’still under control’ condition]. Again, I’ve a real crappy lecturer, which means that my nightmare hasn’t over yet since previous sem. I found that I treat myself really ‘good’ this sem as in giving less pressure to myself. I just feel like do anything I wanted and I couldn’t do last time. I still don’t know whether I am doing the things right. =\

Another thing is that, assignments are really killing me. T_T

20th august, thursday, rainy and cloudy.

I know there were a lot of babies born on this date, including my dad, my cousin’s baby……and my ex-classmate Nigel Sim. Happy birthday to all of you!

Gathering with some ex-classmates last week - Nigel, Beatrice, Me, Chieh Lung and Molly. Molly has left to US; Chieh Lung and Nigel will be leaving to UK soon I guess….and Chieh Lung will probably enter University of Cambridge! All the best to you guys!

Well, I finally received my refund! What a good news huh? All the scholars have been chasing it for almost a year. Swt. And now…we are all waiting for our allowances. T_T

Ah that’s all. Sometimes I don’t blog not because I’ve nothing to blog about but I’ve too much things in my mind. My lecturer always talks about contradictions. I guess it’s a part of our lives.

Mr. K missed the 2008’s as he was in Taiwan but he’s not going to miss out 2009’s anymore! There are more food booths this year, yummy but not the hot weather, haze and h1n1.

Yummy yummy lamb soup!!! 4.5/5!

Some sort of spicy dish from China. Mr. K said it was yummy but I forgot the name.

Wrapped taiwan sausage! 4/5!

My favourite BBQ quail egg! 4/5!!

Pork burger!! 4/5

Wow all are high ranked yummy food! You can try these out during your next visit to the food fair.

Tomorrow’s gonna be my second day of uni for this semester. Pif. I hope I’d enjoy this sem more than I did last sem which was quite suck to me.

大人には　なりたくないと思ってた
だけど二十歳になる
Thank you My teens

I always thought that I didn’t want to become an adult
However, I’m going to be 20
Thank you My teens

‘Thank You My Teens" - YUI

(You can listen to this song at "YUI Sings!" at the right column of this blog.)

Hey, how’s everybody doing lately?

It’s glad to see that I still have some readers came across my blog since my blog has been so dead. Well, I’m back to blogging now!

I really thank those who’ve kindly dropped by and left me some comments. I really appreciate’em. Not to forget those who’ve also commented on my Facebook, texted me and those who’ve visited my mom for the last time. I might not reply some messages but don’t worry, I read them, and keep them in the depth of my heart.

Another thing that people concern the most was my younger sisters. They are doing it excellently. I believe everyone had already prepared for the worst and thing didn’t turn out to be a surprise. Two of my youngest sisters know the things well. They took care of my mother too and they knew my mom was really suffering from the illness. Of course, they also know that my mom is relieved now.

It’s been two years. Time really flies. Thank god for giving us two years to get ourselves prepared. Life still goes on. I guess there wouldn’t be much changes as we get used to the routine already since two years ago. However, the mood may take sometime to adjust.