明天是上战场的第一天，有点欢喜有点忧，哈哈。加油吧！

Good luck to all Swinburnians in the final exams.

我曾经说过，用自己的母语才能真正表达内心，现在想想，一点也没错。

最近很少blogging，那种热忱好像要没有了耶，怎么办？我也不想的。:( 好像一切都被facebook和plurk取代了啦。而且blogsome这一阵子以来都变得怪怪的的，弄到我很讨厌用它去。*pif*

话说来，最近还真是忙到~~ 刚刚交上我人生中(嗯，应该是吧，哈哈)其中一份我呕心沥血挤尽脑汁吃饭吃不下睡觉睡不着而写来的law assignment. (我说是我人生中的其中一份，意思说…以后可能还有这样的assignment罗？) T_T 忙完那个之后，final又来了。天啊，做么要这样。赶快考完它，我也不想想太多，和自己的好胜心自卑心罪恶心什么的打战，过掉就算了吧。:D 想到一考完试，过个周末，我就要开工了耶。哇劳！

最近一些疯狂的事莫不了疯狂订购亚航的zerofare机票吧，哈哈。我想明年一半以上的古晋人都飞了。明年我将第一次和一班朋友一起去旅游，好期待！(终于不是和K先生了，哈哈！！) 可惜我那看起来年轻老爸就是缺少年轻人的那股…疯狂和探索精神，他去旅游就是要那种跟团的，什么都安排好好的，闷死。不然我早就卖多多机票带他玩。就是这点难伺候。tsk tsk tsk..

刚才开了4粒超级烂的榴连。吃到心情都会被影响的说~ 看来K先生选榴连的功夫要在加油。=.=

好了。睡了。晚安。

It’s been a long time I felt such hopeless.

‘The best way out is always through’ - quoted from somewhere.

There are two things that can make me happier.

Chocolates & Chinese New Year. LOL.

How fast the time goes by? I can’t believe that my semester almost ends and the final exams are getting closer. *jaw drops*

It’s the 9th week of my semester, it is time to get all assignments done and due, then dedicate the left over time to prepare for finals. After the anticipatory hectic period, it would be my 3-month-holiday. Sounds cool but I’m still not sure how the thing goes and which plan should I implement,yet

Anyway, this week is a little bit special to me. It’s our 7th anniversary week. Hoho. It’s completely a coincident that the day falls on Deepavali 2009 and well…I have to sacrifice my chance to celebrate Deepavali at my neighbour’s house. T_T I’m still on my way preparing the gift to Mr.K. *evil grins*

Last but not least, I just wan to say I love you all - my friends, family, those who have been playing even just kalifeh roles in my life. HAHA. CHEERS!!

*My brain went blank as usual when I just want to blog something*

Well, here’s the ’something’.:P

This cute fella is my neighbour’s dog but my neighbour wasn’t at home most of the time. So he used to stray within our residential area and becomes everyone’s dog, with different names at different houses. LOL.

We called him durian dog. Swt. LIU LIAN GOUUU.

He says cheeseee XD

Time really flies, my one week midterm break almost finish. I sense that I’m going to be really busy after this break [so I take time to slack as much as I could now har har har]. Every semester is the same. Assignments, tests, assignments, final, whee. Isn’t there anything more interesting? Zzzzz.

I think a lot lately, until I couldn’t pay attention while driving (WOW!). Sometimes I just want to thank my parents for whatever they gave me. Somehow I think that I’ve inherited their bests (WOW!). Why not? I believe everyone is. Your parents always give you the best they have. What you have to do is to appreciate it, like what I am doing [or learning to do].

Anyway. Another day just gone. Good night!

So, my sisters are all back to school and dad is operating his business as usual. I still have a week left until my semester 4 to start. Gosh, time really flies. By the way, I just arranged my timetable and got Monday free.

Well, I hope I can do better this sem [with no C]! (Dreaming…)

My sisters were bored at the shop so my dad threw them some modelling clays. It ended up I am the one having so much fun with the clays haha.

Mango Delight

The Garden

Tangerines Surprise

Sexy Purple

Choco Berrie

That’s all.

张玉莲 (Chong Nyuk Lian @ Lenny)
1963 - 2009
Suffered from cancer since end of year 2007
Had medical treatment at Mount Elizabeth Medical Centre, Singapore
Cremation at Kuching Culture Village (Kuching Buddhist Society)
Body ashes placed at Nirvana Memorial Park, Kuching. (富贵山庄)

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Today is my mom’s ‘first seven days’ (头七) so we all went to Nirvana Memorial Park early in the morning. For your information, my dad got my mom Nirvana’s package and we are all satisfied with it. They are really experienced in things and guide us (not everyone know about these stuffs okay). One more thing is that, Nirvana memorial park has really heaven-like screnery which is so different from other chinese grave yard.

Her favourites

Now you see the recent me. Told you I am alright, haha! ARghh grow fatter already.

Till then. Lunch time!!

Hey, how’s everybody doing lately?

It’s glad to see that I still have some readers came across my blog since my blog has been so dead. Well, I’m back to blogging now!

I really thank those who’ve kindly dropped by and left me some comments. I really appreciate’em. Not to forget those who’ve also commented on my Facebook, texted me and those who’ve visited my mom for the last time. I might not reply some messages but don’t worry, I read them, and keep them in the depth of my heart.

Another thing that people concern the most was my younger sisters. They are doing it excellently. I believe everyone had already prepared for the worst and thing didn’t turn out to be a surprise. Two of my youngest sisters know the things well. They took care of my mother too and they knew my mom was really suffering from the illness. Of course, they also know that my mom is relieved now.

It’s been two years. Time really flies. Thank god for giving us two years to get ourselves prepared. Life still goes on. I guess there wouldn’t be much changes as we get used to the routine already since two years ago. However, the mood may take sometime to adjust.

Weather: windy and going to rain soon

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Happiness: 15%

Unhappiness: 20%

Aggresiveness: 30%

Emptiness: 35%

(100%)

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Health: Good

Sleepiness: 80%

Activeness: 20%

Appetite: Fine

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Relationship: Excellent

Family: Fine

Studies: Fine

Finance: Good

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Mother: Bad

Father: Fine

Sisters: Good

Mr.K: Good

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Worry: My mother

Satisfaction: My result

Guilt: Losing patience

Anticipation: A tomorrow

Tonight would be my second night spent in Normah with my mom. Now I know hospital isn’t a fun place to go, and it’s really freezing cold somemore. Cold until I couldn’t fall asleep at night with freezing fingers and feet. You might ask why I didn’t put on more clothes. Gosh, I was wearing two shirts, two jackets and socks. I couldn’t stand the cold anymore and walked down to the emergency entrance. The Mr. Guard talked to me as he thought I was waiting for someone. We then chit-chatted for awhile before I went back to my mom’s unit again.

I’m now wearing thicker jacket and thicker socks. Swt.

Don’t ask me what happened to my mom as I’ve been so lazy to explain. Just pray for her =D

0.9% Sodium Chloride + 5% glucose

The ‘ginger fish porridge’ prepared by my aunt for my mother. Too bad my mom lost her appetite [since quite awhile ago]. It tastes really nice!

I don’t know how many nights my mom has to stay here. I just hope there’s no patient coming in so that I can sleep on the bed next to my mom’s tonight…T_T